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Saturday, September 3, 2011

My Future Husband

Dear my future husband,

I need you to make me want to learn about Islam,
I need you to take me to the Mosque when i don't feel like it,
bring me beautiful prayer rugs to make me 'want' to pray,
read me surahs from the Quran so that i can understand this beautiful religion that i feel like that i have been shirking for such a long time...
I need you to do this because i want to be there for you in Jannah waiting by that beautiful gate with my hand reaching for yours...
I want be able to tell our little girls that Islam is extraordinary when you have the right man helping you understand it...
So when our daughters grow up and search for their own husband (figuratively speaking of course, our daughters won't date! Its, HARAM!!) they will ask Allah to find a man like you.. to find their own helpers in this world... because that's what we do in this planet...
We find our spouses that help us better ourselves in every way possible and when we do find that special someone, all we can do is look up to the sky and thank God for this person who we don't deserve but somehow have gotten to share the rest of our blessed lives with...

"Sometimes we just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don't stay in our lives..."

This dedication I dedicate just for you my future husband, if Allah wills it....
Nothing special about me, please remember that...
I hope, you choose me because of Allah...
I'm not beautiful like preity zinta,
I'm not very excellent in Islamic knowledge, like Saidatina 'Aisyah,
I'm not a great woman in Jihad like Sumayyah,
I'm not a good woman like Saidatina Khadijah..
But, I'm only a mere volunteer missionary and only a person who want to be the best woman and the best wife....that's me...and only me...

The last but not least, I want to be a good Muslimah and become your source of inspiration in DAKWAH!

-You're loving future wife, InshaAllah...If Allah wills it-
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